So last time I was on tumblr, I was in a bad place. Surrounded myself with bad people. Fell for a really shitty dude. My parents weren’t living together. I lost my best friend. Spent a majority of my time getting high because I didn’t want to deal with the fact that my life was falling apart. Basically lost everything that made me happy in life. Went to a therapist, got my shit together and here I am LOL. That whole time, I didn’t talk to anyone. Only Kim, she’s a real one for staying by side through all my shit. Man, god bless her for putting up with my mental breakdowns and constant crying. While I was trying to stay strong for others and help others go through their shit, she was one keeping me strong by helping me with my shit.
Sooo second semester rolled through, Jesse moved away (God’s sign that I needed a fresh start lmao), and I decided to focus on me and my happiness.
-I stopped smoking and drinking (until coachella came around hahahahaha)
-I focused on school (got a 4.0)
-surrounded myself with better people (quick s/o to my sc pals, y’all have been by my side since I was round and short and ugly)
-spent more time with my family
-offering to DD more often
Idk, I am pretty happy with who I am today I guess. First time I’ve been able to say that since middle school haha. yup.
